Do you have a question.. ask..

Ok what is the question you want to ask... Are you looking to make a blog and should.. read http://www.gebacards.com/gebamarks.html  just do this.  It is really easy. start with posterous, try to get the same vanity URL. see every .blogspot, ..wordpress facebook.com/togocats, twitter channel @urlpirates..I call it your social cobweb. Take control of it. learn to use the tools to show off your best or most interesting parts..   see a person who has 400 friends online is more valuable to me than one with 100.  people like people.. reality TV shows, how they do that.. wierd and the whacky you will find online..we are the elephant men of the zoo..

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I have no idea..

Questions:

oh! i just read your answer to a comment i made in one of your videos! i see... well! Down here from Brazil, I`m wishing you the best of luck man! Life is awesome! you`re developing a blackberry app? thats marvelous! i do computer engineering major at college, learning C, assembly, java...

Answer:

sorry... no I orginally hired a company called le_ca.. I wanted to build a place where you have access your media files from anywhere in the world on any computer in the world.  like a virtual hard drive of sorts.. the company never did what it promised and the process was really flawed.  The lack of communication between the develper and the company were really poorly done.  So 4 months and $10000 behind schedule I got an email while in the dmonican republic they were cancelling thier development company.  I don't blame them, they create cubics and made themselves millions with a quick sell.  So I got really drunck with this swedish guy...  got a bj from a hooker.. I was supporting the local economy.  I was ready to commit suicide to tell you the truth.  Websites become like childen you love and hate because it always can be better.  Got an email from a friend talking about donald trump.  I clicked through an adsense add, found a company in India.. hired an engineer.. he said you need a desighner.. I am like whats that.. and now I have an app... in facebook I want to link to the blackberry, iphone and firefox apps plus to ad.. but I don't have the money so I have to try to find another way of getting things done..  I am going to do an equity for work type deal I imagine.... why you a coder.. or are you trying to generate business with your company.  If so I understand that.. it is tough out there... 

http://www.youtube.com/user/wOOd0Od sub him after you sub me and send me all your money...:)

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Days like this I hate

Weekends are the worst.. well holidays are cause you realize how alone you are.. family doesn't count because they are suppose to like you.. alone in reference from people who choose to like you....I can't do a video right now.. cause well I am sad.. forgot to take my meds last night and had a dream about an ex......my mind betrays me..

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Tales of the Penis: Mommy dearest

My mom doesn't like that I talk about sex too much... http://twitter.com/igebadia or http://cybersweetness.com or http://gebacards.com

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Here I sit and wait for life to happen...

Everyday is the same... I wake up.. try to get the work done needed...and then I try to fall asleep at the end of the day... when will my fortune change.. when will I find even a glimmer of happiness and hope.. is this to be my life...

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The Negro Educational Emergency Drive don't care about Freedom of speech

When you fire one of us... you take on the wrath of all of us... we are one... we are the internet... the days are done when companies can act without retribution for there actions... see this is an online world and the most valuable people are those who have an online presense which PittGirl did... it is just she said things that were a little controversial..  which got her fired...  Now this blogger.. this online superhero has had enough of these anal retentive companies more worried about image than results.... It shows a complete lack of understanding in an online world which is obvioius by the website http://www.needld.org/  seems to me if they had a popular blogger working there they might want to use her to raise money for their cause... I mean honestly how do charities not have a twitter, posterous blog, youtube channel, facebook fanpage and use cybersweetness.com to reach people on a social level...  see what these old anal retentive bosses don't get is a persons resume offline don't matter anymore... it is there online presense... me... I am going to market my facebook app and my website gebacards.com through what I call penis based marketing.... I am going to tell locker room stories.. I am going to talk about my flaws... because all people have them... just not people at negro education emergency drive because people who work there are politically correct 24/7 and never say anything bad.. they are all going to heaven.. you know that heaven where you have a bible in one hand and a bazooka in the other.... WAKE THE FUCK UP PEOPLE... pittgirl was an asset... not a liability... when will companies learn that online it is the freak show that gets the clicks and that is all that matters.. who gives a crap how someone finds your company.... as long as they do and as long as they donate to a good cause which I imagine NEgro Educational Emergency Drive is and I will say please donate to them cause you know after KAtrina... the govt won't do a thing for black folks in a crisis... just because there is a black president don't mean that there does not exist econimic barriers.. Jim Crowe or Crow didn't go away.. he bought Mcdonalds... so even though this company may be old fashioned do donate..... 

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Comic-Con, BoothBabes and $5000!

Sxephils video...

The igebadia response

Comic-Con... where the geeks come alive and are kings..but this video is about sxephil says he wants to help other tubers out but ever since he stated the station he stopped doing video responses..I still love sxephil though....

Help me get to malta.... by adding the Facebook app.. wonderfully boring except if you have a blog, a facebook vanity URL, a twitter URL or a youtube channel URL it lets you show that off in your facebook profile or fanpage for all to see.... www.cybersweetness.com   and gebacards.com cause sometimes you meet a cute girl at the sub shop.. your a star...you need your own gebacards

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I am going to have to take this to youtube....

Gents... I love yah but I need a better internet.  For SI.com I just want to be able to get notified via a facebook fan page when you do a story.   It is so easy for you to set this up.  I like your writing Alan.  Jason same thing jason and I want to be able to have your podcasts hour after your show... you can easily do it with facebook fan page.  Same with twitter.  Twitter cast.  make a sports app that utilizes the internets free tools if you need to.. easy to do... you all are so dense when it comes to online marketing.l  You kill your websites and live broadcasts with adds and ignore simple obvious ways to make money.  It isn't about si.comn but peter king, Muir.. the people have to be the brande.  I don't give a fuck about cfl football, golf, 90% of the shit you talk about on SI.. I like my NFL and NHL.  The rest of the sports are for wimps. 

Go to http://www.gebacards.com/gebamarks.html  read.. the crazy thing is you could make good money both of you just by doing youtube videos.. just a webcam and a broadcast.. like to ways people can follow you socially.  Get paid for it.  Do so in a blog and in, video, twitter and facebook.  Do a one hour live show Q and A....once a week.  You also do a simple blog using posterous linking to a professionally done wordpress blog with google adsense for ads..

And I don't expect you to listen... not yet.. but I am the youtube jesus apparently.. http://youtube.com/igebadia...  sxephil and shaycarl.. both have noticed me....  Oh yah this post goes to my blog... this is what I do... this is what should be standard for every department of every company in the world.  Go to gebacards.com  I am not fucking with you..

You all need to get social and you all need to get social now..

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I need a lesbian friend...

I need a lesbian friend.. the truth is I am assuming you know what it is like to feel rejected by people because you chose to date a girl.. that is an assumption..please forgive me if your wrong...I know your young and I have deleted this email many times but I need to talk to someone who knows what that feels like..

See something happened to me when I was 13 that made me think I must be gay..for me that meant I was going to hell.   that fucked up my whole life...  everytime I get close to people I become that boy terrified of getting close and the boy needing love more than anything..and it creates this insecure mess I hate which destroys every relationship I get in.  It has since that day... I have been unable to form real human connection with either sex....all cause I thought I was going to go to hell cause I might be gay...

How am I suppose to love a god that let that happen?  Made me hate myself for something that was not my fault.  The thing is I went to a christian college, I went to church... you had to be of the same denomition or church or club or whatever...or they didn't acept you and they didn't have a club for I grew up thinking I was going to hell cause I thought I must be gay... even worse the moment you date a girl.. there was this girl kim..man I liked her even with her lazy eye..when she hears of your past well not interested... 

I am going to sound like a crazy wierdo on youtube... I talk about sex a lot... cause my life is filled with these truly funny and sad stories of me trying to prove I was not gay by trying to have sex.. my whole life I have been trying not to be me cause when I was 13 years old I thought I must be gay.....I know I am not now.. but the only me I remember is the fucked up boy at 13...

And where is the verses in the bible to help me do that... it is great that god forgives me.. but how do I forgive myself.... do not share this please... maybe I shouldn't talk of such things but I do not know how to be anything but me.....people say accept god into your life...and pray...

I can't do that cause I look back at my life and I look at the people my insecurity hurt.... that look they give you when you fall... when you act poorly... the way they change.... and you realize you done them wrong.. and in a way I pray that god would turn back time and not make me..no I don't feel suicidal or anything like that so don't worry.maybe this is a little much because when you are young you carry so much with you and I am not telling you this kiran because I expect you to fix me...

It is why I never pray... it is why I hate silence.. why I smoke pot... why I an't just accept god..nobody ever understands that.. I always get I have never been asked these questions before or some ambigous religous answer......

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Things I wish

It is funny doing these videos on youtube.  Most of them are just locker room stories... and that is what my life is filled with.  Me trying to hide from this inner fear I had.. me trying to fit in...they are stories I mostly hate...they are funny but not who I am anymore.. I wish I could go back..  I use to believe in ever after, I use to believe in love, I use to believe in god... and now there is all the garbage of life in the way....

and the thing they don't teach you in church is how to get past all the baggage you know...great god forgives all but how does one forgive ones self... I remember going to church when I was 22 years old.. most people wouldn't guess I went to a christian college.. I read the bible, I went to church....the thing was I always felt alone cause I was different.  There was nobody that  would ever understand my stories... they always say stuff like give your heart to jesus but what does that mean... I remember this one girl... Kim was her name and she was this really sweet girl with a lazy eye.. and she agreed to go out on a date with me... but she could accept that I had made mistakes.. it was always that way for me with religion...

Sorry if I am being deep....but people say to me Graham you are determined to be unhappy cause you don't go out and experience life and they are right... I am terrified to let myself be happy because I don't trust happiness at all.  

I just wish with all my heart I could believe in god again.. I could find that boy who could open a bible and not feel this overwhelming... I wish I could go to a church and not feel like an outcast...

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